not a fanatic. just someone who'd appreciate the force kicking ass and taking names here on the ship. [ but the rest of the text hovers there, and Hayley watches it. weighs it. lets it become something tangible, that she can wrap her hands around. ]
what is it about your anger, allison? why's it so strong?
[ she is js. not that she's picturing Hayley as a Jedi now or anything. n o p e. you can't prove anything. the tone drops, drags heavily and makes noisy streaks across the floor of her mind. she doesn't want to face that. ]
all emotions are strong. [ not true. well, yes and no. there is no right answer, she thinks. but she knows that she's always wanted to be different than other girls - above them. a stand-out. and that means not going weak at the knees or smiling too much, or liking the color pink, or pop stars. or anything artsy. some emotions make you weak. ] but probably because anger can't be confused with anything else once you're there. and it doesn't stop with just one thing, you can keep adding to it. [ until you crash and burn, she would know. ]
i sound crazy. [ not a question, not really. was it ever? ]
you don't. [ it's a game changer, that much is for certain. Hayley isn't sure what this is becoming, what she's dealing with, but there's too much significance in such a thing for it to possibly be overlooked. she leaves it be, an open wound. ]
for what it's worth, crazy is the last thing you sound like.
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what is it about your anger, allison?
why's it so strong?
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[ she is js. not that she's picturing Hayley as a Jedi now or anything. n o p e. you can't prove anything. the tone drops, drags heavily and makes noisy streaks across the floor of her mind. she doesn't want to face that. ]
all emotions are strong. [ not true. well, yes and no. there is no right answer, she thinks. but she knows that she's always wanted to be different than other girls - above them. a stand-out. and that means not going weak at the knees or smiling too much, or liking the color pink, or pop stars. or anything artsy. some emotions make you weak. ] but probably because anger can't be confused with anything else once you're there. and it doesn't stop with just one thing, you can keep adding to it. [ until you crash and burn, she would know. ]
i sound crazy. [ not a question, not really. was it ever? ]
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for what it's worth, crazy is the last thing you sound like.
-jedi or sith?